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Sunday, December 31, 2006
>>> shoutouts!!! (x

okay here are some shoutouts to you people!

annabell:
HEYYYY!known you for manymany years. like since 5 years old i think. same church, same schools, same class! omg, i cant believe we're in diff class next year. that's like so so so sad. i'll miss those times. sitting at the back with you. talking ALOT! singing ALOT! making so much noise and all. and thanks for always lending me stuff. and also waiting for me whenever i'm late which is like almost everytime. and also all those times that i went to your house.. THANKS MAN! i really appreciate you just being there. i love superfriend!:D

charisse:
HELLOO! you're like really nice! like seriously. and your weird voice. and 'serious looks'! hahaha. and the time we talked on the phone. and your birthday party! thanks me man! planning the whole thing was uber fun! seeing the shocked look on your face was great man. and also all those random stuff. and you matchmaking me with some people. you get what i mean right? LOL. i remember the first time i met you was in p2! you look so cute then! i love superfriend too!:D

jan:
ohmy! you're like so weird lah! ahaha. all your nonsense talking. bimbo-ness. and you're crazyness over alot of things.like GREEN! and you're like very clever lah! i mean it! and i thank god for having such a great cell mate. you really helped me alot in my walk with christ. thanks for praying for me and all! although we'll be in diff cell next year, i've come to realise it just may not be such a bad thing! love ya!<3

amanda:
hey darling! it's really fun having you around. all those randomness and nonsense! haha. knew you like since choir prac then your birthday! hope we'll get to know each other better too! andand i totally agree with jan - go for ****! LOL. loves!<3

gladys seet:
PIGGY! PERSONAL ENTERTAINER! you're damn funny lah! whenever i talk to you i can never stop laughing! and please grow faster! you're like so small lah. ahahaha! and it's really great being with you!(x

sam:
SAAAMMM! you're so mean! you called me a horrible monster lah! and you didnt give me the stare today! haha. anyways, it's really great that you're serving in camy! keep it up!(:

toh:
hey laolao! i shall call you that since you call me kiddo. haha. anyways, you are always bullying me lah. so mean. but it's been great knowing you! hope you'll be a great cm next year to those lil kiddos!(:

lanz:
hey! i think your name is like nice! haha. remember that time when hoho's cousin asked if that was your real name? haha. yeah. hope to get to know you better next year! and it's great that you're serving the Lord!(:

caleb:
hey stalker! hahaha. dont know you that well though. but you are always taking unglam photos of us lah! so mean. boo. have a great year ahead!


okay if i didnt mention your name,
it's alright.i still love you!(:

{ i was alone out there } 8:22 PM

>>> last day of 2006!

this will be the final post of 2006.
alot of things happened this year lah.

first year of being a youth.
first year of sec school life.
new school.
more subjects.
meeting different kinds of people.
some that are intolerable.
new cca.
maths rep.HAHA.
showtime cheerleading.
sec1 camp.
musical theatre exam.
more tests and exams.
ccis dance.

secone scream cell.
youth awareness choir.
christmas choir.
camy auditions.
movie marathon.
let go of me production.
ushering for that.
rhema conference.

oh yeah!
NEW FRIENDS!!!:D
superfriends are the BEST ok.
we must never forget each other!

and i think that's about it.
so 2006 is ending in a few hours time.
2007 is nearing. boo.
streaming, new class, new cell.
i'm gonna miss this year man.
sad.

{ i was alone out there } 8:04 PM


Saturday, December 30, 2006
>>>


out with my aunt and bro today.
didnt meet anna for our study date.
sorry!
okay went to crystal jade kitchen for brunch.
then bowling.
i won 2 out of 3 games!(:
then watched a night at the museum at greatworld.
went to heeren aft that to buy my new urban male bag!
see it's up there!
haha.
had spinelli coffee for tea.
haha that sounds confusing.
anyway, i was watching the movie, crash, just now.
it's like m18?
cause of coarse language and nothing else.
if you're thinking of anything.
and like it's all about racism.
yeah.
ohoh! tml's the last day of cell for 2006.
sadsadsad.
i'm gonna miss sec1scream!

{ i was alone out there } 9:37 PM


Friday, December 29, 2006
>>>

thursday:
FUNFUNFUN!(:

suppoed to go escape today with hoho, lanz, jtoh, keith, davidchoo, samantha, micole & jeremy.
i was late as usual!
it's not like i dont like being early!
it's just a bad habit!
okay so we went arcade first.
bought ben&jerry's ice cream!:D
then wanted to go to escape but it was drizzling so only the haunted house was open.
apart from the carnival games.
haha.
so we decided to go cycling instead.

so we were cycling...
cycle, cycle, cycle.
then suddenly it started POURING!!!
like really heavy.
and we still had about 50mins left.
so we cycled in the heavy rain and got ourselves drenched!
and then, lanz cycled into a pole!
like a barrier thing.
okay cant really blame him cause it was raining heavily and we couldnt really see clearly.
then there was a large lump on his shin.
ouch that hurts.

anyway, we were dripping wet, stinky&dirty.
and i didnt have a chane of clothes unlike the others.
poor me.
i felt damn disgusted at myself.
so we left.
they went for steamboat at marina.
not fair lah.
i wanted to go.
but nevermind.
i'm gonna have steamboat this sunday!
at my house!(:

OHOH!
something really funny happened!
lanz, keith&david went to the toilet at pasir ris for quite long.
then hoho went to look for them.
he came back out and said that there was no one in the toilet.
then jtoh went.
and actually, hoho, went into the girls toilet!
HAHAHAH!
that's damn blur lah!

although i was dirty and stinky, it was really fun!!!:D

today:
went to buy school books.
supposed to meet anna and go to the library but she was lazy.
yeah.
oh and i watched material girls on youtube.
haha.
it's like dumb.
anyways, i dont wanna go to school!!
boo.
and like we're gonna be in diff class.
and also jan is gonna be in diff cell.
boo.

{ i was alone out there } 9:08 PM

>>>

Strong Enough - Stacie Orrico

[verse]
As I rest against this cold, hard wall
Will you pass me by?
Will you criticize me as I sit and cry?
I had fought so hard and thought
that all my battles had been won
Only to find the war has just begun

[chorus]
Is He not strong enough?
Is He not pure enough?
To break me, pour me out, and start again
Is He not brave enough?
To take one chance on me
Please can I have one chance to start again?

[verse]
Will my weakness for an hour
make me suffer for a lifetime?
Is there anyway to be made whole again?
If I'm healed,renewed, and find forgiveness
find the strength I've never had
Will my scars forever ruin all God's plan?

[chorus]
Is He not strong enough?
Is He not pure enough?
To break me, pour me out, and start again
Is He not brave enough?
To take one chance on me
Please can I have one chance to start again?

[bridge]
He took my life into his hands
and it turned it all around
In my most desperate circumstance
It's there I've finally found

[chorus]
That You are strong enough
That You are pure enough
To break me, pour me out and start again
That You are brave enough
To take one chance on me
Oh Thank You for my chance to start again


ohmy! this song is damn nice!
seriously!especially the lyrics!
thanks anna for sending me this song!(:

{ i was alone out there } 5:30 PM


Thursday, December 28, 2006
>>>

why cant you people stop being ageism?
why do you all have to discriminate people who are younger than you?
so what if we are?
you still have no right to call us names at all.
you dont even know us personally.
you all are so unreasonable.
annoying people.

and it's not like being the youngest at home isnt enough.
seriously.
why are people like that?
no one listens whenever you say something cause you are the youngest.
rarr!:((

{ i was alone out there } 11:32 PM


Wednesday, December 27, 2006
>>>

tuesday night:
went out with my family.
ate at this place called DOME at shaw centre.
then watched curse of the golden flower.
the show is damn bloody and gory lah!
it's like they show the blood splattered everywhere.
sick!
it should be like nc16!
but overall the show is nice.
haha.

today:
stayed at home the whole day.
kept eating ferrero rocher!(spl?)
it's uber yummy lah!
i think i'm like gonna finsh the whole box?!
i'm gonna be so fat!)):
oh.supposed to meet caleb in the morning to help him in some project thing then i have to act scared!
haha.
but my mum wanted me to do my hw.
sorry!
so i tried to do my hw.
and it's like counted in next year's ca1?
so annoying.

and the internet is SUPER laggy today!
argh.
it's like i tried signing in to msn for like dont know how long lah.
they say it's because of the earthquake in taiwan?
but what does that gotta do with us?
okay at least now i finally managed to sign in.
YAY!
and there's gonna be a christmas dinner at my house later.
i'm gonna eat more and grow fat!
sadd)):

andand, anna and char are going to diff classes from me next year!!!
damn sadd.
my superfriends!!
gonna miss you two!)):

{ i was alone out there } 6:26 PM


Tuesday, December 26, 2006
>>> the stupid test.

okay i just woke up 1hr ago.
and i slept since 10 plus yesterday night!
that's veryyy longg!!
omg.i'm so a pig!
but i kept waking up in the middle of the night.
like ard every 2hrs i'll wake up.
then go back to sleep again.
weird lah.
anyways, i'm so bored now.
so i'm gonna do this stupid test thing.

The Stupid Test.
Read over these questions,
if anythinghere has happened to you...
put an X for each that is true.

[x] Gum has fallen out of your mouthwhen you were talking.
[x] Gum has fallen out of your mouthwhen you were NOT talking.
[x] You have ran into a glass/screendoor.
[ ] You have jumped out of a movingvehicle.
[x] You have thought of somethingfunny and laughed, then people gaveyou weird looks.
[ ] You have ran into a tree/bush.
[ ] You know that it IS possible tolick your elbow.
[x] You have tried to lick your elbow.
[x] You never knew thatthe Alphabet and Twinkle TwinkleLittle Star have the same rhythm.
[x] You just tried to sing them.
[x] You have tripped on your shoelaceand fallen.
[x] You have choked on your own saliva.
[ ] You have seen the Matrix and stilldon't get it.
[ ] You've never seen the Matrix.
[ ] You type only with two fingers.
[x] You have accidentally caughtsomething on fire.
[x] You tried to drink out of a straw,but it went into your nose/eyes.
[x] You have caught yourself drooling.
[ ] You have fallen asleep in classandstarted to talk/drool, or snore
[x] If someone says "fart" you laugh.
[x] Sometimes you just stop thinking.
[x] You are telling a story andforgetwhat you were talking about.
[ ] People often shake their heads andwalk away from you.
[ ]You are often told to useyour "inside voice".
[ ] You use your fingers to do simplemath.
[ ] You have eaten a bug.
[ ] You are taking this test when youshould be doing something moreimportant.
[x] You have put your clothes onbackwards or inside out, and didn'trealize it.
[x]You've looked all over forsomething and realized it was in yourhand.
[ ] you ran around naked in yourhouse.
[ ]You repost bulletins because youare scared that what they say willhappen to you if you don't.[x]You break a lot of things.
[ ]You tilt your head when you'reconfused.
[x]You have fallen out of your chairbefore.
[x] When you're lying in bed, you tryto find pictures in the texture on theceiling.
[x] The word "ummmmm" is used manytimes a day.

Score is: 21

NOW, take that number and multiply itby 3.

OMG!!!i'm 63% stupid!!!!
that's really bad.
LOL!

{ i was alone out there } 12:52 PM


Monday, December 25, 2006
>>>

saturday:
went to the christmas carnival at g2.
was early!yay!
was funfunfun.
although our stall wasnt making much money.
haha.
and eunice gave me a present!
my first present!(:
took lots of pics.will update them soon.
and we sat on the viking ship twice!
supposed to go to anna's house aft that to bake cookies but she wasnt free so i stayed at g2 all the way.
rushed home to bathe.
went to my cousin's house for dinner!
they got me a 50bucks topshop voucher!!!
wow!thanks!!(:
decided to bake the cookies there.
so i did with some help cause it's my first time.
haha.
went home later and rushed to finish christmas cards.
stayed up till 3am.

sunday - monday:
supposed to reach g1 at 8am but i woke up late.
so i took a cab and reached at 8.40am.
oops.
sang for both services.
then gave out presents!
it was my first time buying presents!
and i bought quite a lot of presents!
it was really fun giving them out and seeing all those happy faces!:D
and THANKS for the presents!(:

okay then there was the christmas party!
we had a amazing food race!haha.
that's what i call it.
then gathered at g2 chapel.
was really fun!
played 'freeze&melt' with the sec1 guys and gladys.
and lots of captain's ball!!!
and a bit of soccer.
it was funfunfun!
stayed up all the way till 6am.
then slept till 8am.
helped to take down the chairs.
then went back to sleep.
then woke up for dont know what reason.
then slept again.
i was really tired and sleepy.
went for the christmas service.
slept during sermon.
then went home and woke up at 7pm.
hehe.

now i'm really hungry.
gonna go eat a lot!
i'm a pig.yesyes.i know that.

{ i was alone out there } 8:20 PM


Friday, December 22, 2006
>>>

wednesday:
ccis dance prac in dance studio.
didnt prac alot though.
and yahui bought us macs for lunch.
thanksthanks.
did the cf banner aft that and rushed to g1 for choir prac.
walked from dawson place all the way there under the hot sun.
poor me.
okay then saw joshuatoh and caleb.
stayed all the way till like 10pm.
tiredd.

thursday:
went christmas shoppping with anna!
was late again.
made her wait for like 1hr.
really sorry!
so i treated her to starbucks.
firstly, went to heeren.
saw jasmine and her friend there.
and also joshuatoh and caleb.
then walked to cine to find presents.
saw joshuatoh and caleb again...
and again.in cine also.
like see them so many times lah.
so left cine and went to taka to look for more presents.
bought some stuff with my 20dollars taka voucher!
not a lot though.
then went to fareast.
bought my nicenice slippers from tinkerbell!
yay!
then met joshuatoh and caleb for dinner.
but this time it was planned.
haha.

today:
went ikea with anna and char.
was early.surprisingly.
haha.
shopped for prizes for tml's carnival.
and they bought stuff for christmas presents.
then took a cab to school for final rehearsal.
had makeup and all.
took 48 to little india then train to dholby ghaut.
and like everyone was staring at our costume!
it's like super embarrassing lah!
and char saw her bro at ps and he was like laughing loudly once he saw her.
see i told you it's really bad.
then performance which i felt it was really short.
and the stage was like small.

okay so now back home.
damn tired.
and i still havent wrapped my christmas presents!
ahh!
okay i shall start doing it now.
see ya!

{ i was alone out there } 11:54 PM


Tuesday, December 19, 2006
>>> more photos!

the side of my aunt,me,eunice,my bro.

hahaha.we made my little cousin do this.

ooh..yummy ice cream.it looks abit sick though.lol


the four cousins!



me and my lil cousin ; EUNICE!




LOL! i was trying on this SUPER high heels!





{ i was alone out there } 11:17 PM

>>>

went christmas shopping with my cousins and aunt today.
okay it was more of window shopping.
cause we all didnt know what to buy.
haha.
first went for breakfast.
ate roti prata.yummy!
then went to vivo.
looked ard.but didnt buy anything.
then went for lunch at swensens.
went to town later.
i wanted to buy the new urban male bag!
but it was really ex.so didnt.
then walked ard somemore.
and it was raining so heavily lah.
it made everyone so moody:((
so in the end we didnt buy much.
guess we'll have to go out again soon.
tiredd.
dance prac tml ; siann..

{ i was alone out there } 11:10 PM

>>> rhema photos!(:

the psixes playing some game during free time
ABBY ; in her cocoon!lols.


gab wai's really unglam pic(taken by me)hehe.

more unglam pics.


deb and tiff getting ready to sleep.




the four of us acting cute ; toilet shots





another one.





GLADYS ; my personal entertainer
during rhema!lols.





the four of us again ; pretty shot.







that's gab wai.and my fingers on the left.








eating macs aft night games.
who's that guy standing at the corner?hmm..









four of us,ADORAble and SHERYL;FUNKY CHICKS!:D



okay that's all for the pics!(:



































{ i was alone out there } 10:40 PM


Monday, December 18, 2006
>>>

saturday:
slept really early yeasterday night.
like 10plus, 11?
then woke up at like 12plus in the afternoon.
okay i know i'm a pig.lols.
i like to sleep lah.
anyways, performed a bukit batok cc.
we had to wait for so longgg just to sing ONE song?
reached there at 5plus for soundcheck.
then had dinner at pastamania at westmall.
saw kerpal and his friend there.
then cab to g2 to practise.
and back to bukit batok cc to perform.
saw gab ong in her costume.
she looked like a pri sch kid lah!
hahahaha.

sunday:
mass cell at easb.
met gab wai and her sis and jtoh at the traffic light.
we were late.oops.
and we kept teasing bradley and melissa.
hahaha.
youth service.
we were dancing to the freedom we know!
rushed to school aft service.
barely had time to take my lunch.
just bought polar chicken pie and ice lemon tea.
had full dress rehearsal.
we were very lost cause we just learnt the formation and had to present the dance.
then went to town with anna.
there was nothing to buy so just walked ard.
burger king for dinner.

today:
had dance prac.
we have to like go to school everyday for dance prac.
so sian lah.and tiring.
somemore i stay so far away.
oh joyce,sindy,elaine and rina were camwhoring.(spl?)
went to waffletown with superfriends for lunch.
took 171 home with anna.
a really long ride so we slept through almost all the way.

christmas is coming and i still do not know what to buy for people.
sighs.
have to crack my brains now.*crack crack*.

{ i was alone out there } 8:14 PM

>>>

saturday:
slept really early yeasterday night.
like 10plus, 11?
then woke up at like 12plus in the afternoon.
okay i know i'm a pig.lols.
i like to sleep lah.
anyways, performed a bukit batok cc.
we had to wait for so longgg just to sing ONE song?
reached there at 5plus for soundcheck.
then had dinner at pastamania at westmall.
saw kerpal and his friend there.
then cab to g2 to practise.
and back to bukit batok cc to perform.
saw gab ong in her costume.
she looked like a pri sch kid lah!
hahahaha.

sunday:
mass cell at easb.
met gab wai and her sis and jtoh at the traffic light.
we were late.oops.
and we kept teasing bradley and melissa.
hahaha.
youth service.
we were dancing to the freedom we know!
rushed to school aft service.
barely had time to take my lunch.
just bought polar chicken pie and ice lemon tea.
had full dress rehearsal.
we were very lost cause we just learnt the formation and had to present the dance.
then went to town with anna.
there was nothing to buy so just walked ard.
burger king for dinner.

today:
had dance prac.
we have to like go to school everyday for dance prac.
so sian lah.and tiring.
somemore i stay so far away.
oh joyce,sindy,elaine and rina were camwhoring.(spl?)
went to waffletown with superfriends for lunch.
took 171 home with anna.
a really long ride so we slept through almost all the way.

christmas is coming and i still do not know what to buy for people.
sighs.
have to crack my brains now.*crack crack*.

{ i was alone out there } 8:14 PM


Saturday, December 16, 2006
>>> another nice song!

Vanessa Hudgens - Afraid

[verse]
Just when it's getting good
I slowly start to freeze
Just when it's feeling real
I put my heart to sleep
It's the memory I can see
Then this fear comes over me
Understand that I don't mean
To push you away from me

[chorus]
Why am I so afraid
to crash down and lose my heart again
I don't know, I can't see,
what's come over me
Why am I so afraid
to break down and lose my mind again
I don't know, I can't see,
what's come over me

[verse]
You got a way of easing me out of myself
I can't stay but I can't leave,
I am my worst enemy
Please understand that its not you
it's what I do
Just when I'm about to run
I realize what I've become

[chorus]
Why am I so afraid
to crash down and lose my heart again
I don't know, I can't see,
what's come over me
Why am I so afraid
to break down and lose my mind again
I don't know, I can't see,
what's come over me

[verse]
Now I wonder what you think of me
Don't know why I break so easily
All my fears are armed surrounding me
I can't get no sleep
I keep running in circles around you
Are you the trap I wanna fall into????

[chorus]
Why am I so afraid
to crash down and lose my heart again
I don't know, I can't see,
what's come over me
Why am I so afraid
to break down and lose my mind again
I don't know, I can't see,
what's come over me

now this is another nice song.
it's nicer than her other song 'come back to me'.
yeah.
go listen to the song!(:

{ i was alone out there } 2:38 PM

>>> lyrics!(:

Avril Lavigne - Keep Holding On

[verse]
You're not alone
together we stand
i'll be by your side
you know i'll take your hand
when it gets cold
and it feels like the end
theres no place to go
you know I wont give in
no I wont give in.

[chorus]
Keep holding on
'cause you know we'll make it through,
we'll make it through
just stay strong
cause you know i'm here for you,
i'm here for you
theres nothing you can say,
nothing you can do
theres no other way when it comes to the truth
so keep holding on
cause you know we'll make it through,
we'll make it through.

[verse]
So far away I wish you were here
before it's too late
this could all disapear
before the doors close,
this comes to an end
but with you by my side
I will fight and defend
i'll fight and defend...yeah yeah.

[chorus]
Keep holding on
'cause you know we'll make it through,
we'll make it through
just stay strong
cause you know i'm here for you,
i'm here for you
theres nothing you can say,
nothing you can do
theres no other way when it comes to the truth
so keep holding on
cause you know we'll make it through,
we'll make it through.

[verse]
Hear me when I say, when I say
I believe nothings gonna change,
nothings gonna change destiny
what ever is meant to be
will work out perfectly yeah yeah yeah yeah
lalalalalalala...

[chorus]
Keep holding on
'cause you know we'll make it through,
we'll make it through
just stay strong
cause you know i'm here for you,
i'm here for you
theres nothing you can say,
nothing you can do
theres no other way when it comes to the truth
so keep holding on
cause you know we'll make it through,
we'll make it through.

Keep holding on
'cause you know we'll make it through,
we'll make it through
just stay strong
cause you know i'm here for you,
i'm here for you
theres nothing you can say,
nothing you can do
theres no other way when it comes to the truth
so keep holding on
cause you know we'll make it through,
we'll make it through.

this song is real nice.
it's the soundtrack of the movie 'ERAGON'.
sounds familiar right.

{ i was alone out there } 2:30 PM

>>> dance and choir prac.

had dance prac yesterday.
i had a lot to learn cause i missed a few pracs.
i cant remember all the steps lah.

and the costume is seriously digusting lah.
it's like a jumper suit?
it SO doesnt go well with the dance.
and like the seniors didnt even ask us for our opinion.
it's like so what lah.
they think that we're sec1s so they can like just do whatever they want and we just have to follow.
argh.
these kind of people are really too much.

anyway, rushed off to choir prac at g1 aft dance.
and like we forgot our harmony part.
and amanda had sore throat.
poor thing.get well soon dearie(:

we're gonna perform today at bukit batok cc.
hope we'll do a great job even with little practise.
see you!(:

{ i was alone out there } 2:20 PM


Thursday, December 14, 2006
>>> rhema conference!

saturday:
woke up like super early.
cause jan dragged me along to g1 to help ps cx.
we went to there and started printing cd labels,
cut cd inserts(lyrics),burn cds,slot them into cd cases.
and guess what cds?
it's something produced by CAMY.
the song is REALLY REALLY NICE!!
it's called apple of my eye!

verse 1:
When i'm singing cause i'm happy
You sing with me too
You say that i am Your delight,
The apple of Your eye.
And when i'm down in the valleys
I'm not far from You
You'll never let me out of sight
Even if i tried
And just like before,
You called me Yours.

chorus:
Where can i run
From Your all-seeing eye?
How can i hide
When Your presence's passing by?
Oh, You search me, You know me,
I'm Your wonderful design
And i am the apple of Your eye.

verse 2:
So when the walls
Come crashing down on me
I'll look to You
For though my flesh and heart may fail,
Your love will still prevail
And I'll rest in the promise
You know what to do
You'll hold me close by Your side,
Closer when i cry
And just like before,
You call me Yours.

okay back from rhema conference!!!
it was REALLY FUN!
GREAT WORSHIP, INTERESTING SERMONS,
FUN PROGRAMMES, NICE WORKSHOPS!(:
made new friends!!!(:
bonded with the oh-so adorable p6s!
cant wait for rhema conference 2007!
photos will be up soon!:D

{ i was alone out there } 9:08 PM


Saturday, December 09, 2006
>>> more lyrics!(:

Be - Jessica Simpson

Lately,I find I'm caught up in these thoughts
How will you come to me?
How will we connect these hearts?
Are you somewhere near, hidden like a four-leaf clover?
Are you miles away?
Are we getting any closer?

I already see us moving mountains
I already see us walk in water
I already see the clouds we're flying over and under
I can really see us having babies walking through the park and being lazy
I already see myself falling in love eternally
And I think that's just the way it's gonna be
And I think that's just the way it's gonna be

I already see us moving mountains
(And I think that's just the way it's gonna be)
I already see us walk in water
(And I think that's just the way it's gonna be)

Being with you
Is a like a scene from a dream in heaven
I feel you running through
All my senses
Will you taste like rain
Can I breathe you like air
Will I lose myself in your arms somewhere

I already see us moving mountains
I already see us walk in water
I already see the clouds we're flying
Over and under
I can really see us having babies
Walking through the park and being lazy
I already see myself falling in love eternally
And I think that's just the way it's gonna be
I think that's just the way it's gonna be

And I know and I know and I know
Love can move a mountain
And I know and I know
It's gonna be even better than I imagined
Putting all my trust in you
Putting all my trust in you
We'll make this dream come true

I can really see us having babies
Walking through the park and being lazy
I already see myself falling in love eternally
And I think that's just the way it's gonna be
And I think that's just the way it's gonna be

I already see us moving mountains
(The way it's gonna be)
I already see us walk in water
(The way it's gonna be)
I can really see us having babies
(The way it's gonna be)
I already see myself falling in love
Meant to be
I already see us moving mountains
(The way it's gonna be)
I already see us walk in water
To me
(The way it's gonna be)
I can really see us having babies
(The way it's gonna be)

{ i was alone out there } 6:26 AM


Friday, December 08, 2006
>>>

okay past few days have been rather boring.
stayed at home.
amazingly, i didnt snack a lot.
just walked ard in my house.
watch tv,use the comp,and nap.
haha.

so today,woke up earlier than usual.
started cleaning my room.
re-arranging furnitures.
i think it looks nicer and bigger now(:
then went to g2 for choir prac.
supposed to meet gab and amanda at bukit gombak mrt but i was late. (as usual).
so i had to walk to g2 alone.
then amanda called me and said that we have to climb over the gates cause it's lock!
omg!
so when i reached,i climbed over quite easily.
cause i'm pro at climbing!hahaha.
unlike amanda who tore her fbts while climbing.

so choir prac was normal.
learnt 2 new songs.
okay it's not very new cause everyone knows the songs.
then went home.
i think i'm abit weird cause i'm not hungry.
i only ate porridge for brunch.
and chips for dinner?
yeah.
okay at least i can lose weight!(x
okay till here!

shopping with ANNA tml!:D

{ i was alone out there } 10:43 PM

>>>

Get Up - Ciara

[Verse 1]
He said 'Hi, my name is so and so
Baby can you tell me yours?
You look like you came to do
One thing (Set it off)'
I started on the left
And I had to take him to the right
He was out of breath
But he kept on dancin' all night

[Pre-hook]
You tryin, admit it
But you just can fight the feelin inside
You know it
And I can see it in your eyes
You want me
You smooth as a mother
You're so undercover
By the way that you was watchin' me

[Hook]
Ooh! uh
The way you look at me
I'm feelin' you, uh
I just can't help it
Tryin' to keep it cool, uh
I can feel it in the beat, uh
When you do those things to me, uh
Don't let nothin' stop you
M-ooo-ve, ring the alarm
The club is jumpin' now
So get up!

[Verse 2]
I said 'Ciara's on you radio,
Everybody turn it up'
Spicy just like hot sauce
Careful, you might burn it up
You can do the pop lock
Ragtime, don't stop
That's the way you gotta get
Get it, make ya body rock

[Pre-hook]
You tryin, admit it
But you just can beat the feelin inside
You know it
Cuz I can see it in your eyes
You want me
You smooth as a mother
You're so undercover
By the way that you was watchin' me

[Hook]
Ooh! uh
The way you look at me
I'm feelin' you, uh
I just can't help it
Tryin' to keep it cool, uh
I can feel it in the beat, uh
When you do those things to me, uh
Don't let nothin' stop you
M-ooo-ve, ring the alarm
The club is jumpin' now
So get up!

[Bridge]
Ooh, I love the way you vibe with me
Dance with me forever
We can have a good time, follow me
To the beat together
You and me, one on one
Breakin' it down
You can't walk away now
We got to turn this place out

[Chamillionaire Rap]
It's the kid that stay ridin' big
The one the police tried to catch ridin' dirty
In the club before eleven o'clock
Like I'm tryin to catch it down kinda early
Look, ya thick her hair brown and curly
She love the way my ride shinin pearly
City boys say she fine a pretty
In the country boys say she fine and 'purrty'
My pockets thick as green, it's curvy
And the ladies know soon as they see my jewelry
If bein' fresh to death is a crime
I think it's time for me to see the jury

[Chamillionaire]
You know Chamillionaire stay on the grind
A hustla like me is hard to find
I ain't really impressed, yes
Unless it's about some dollar signs
Ain't really no need to call you fine
I know you be hearin' that all the time
I'm watchin' you do ya step, do ya step
Yep it's goin down

[Hook]
Ooh! uh
The way you look at me
I'm feelin' you, uh
I just can't help it
Tryin' to keep it cool, uh
I can feel it in the beat, uh
When you do those things to me, uh
Don't let nothin' stop you
M-ooo-ve, ring the alarm
The club is jumpin' now
So get up!

Ooh! uh
The way you look at me
I'm feelin' you, uh
I just can't help it
Tryin' to keep it cool, uh
I can feel it in the beat, uh
When you do those things to me, uh
Don't let nothin' stop you
M-ooo-ve, ring the alarm
The club is jumpin' now
So get up!

I got to have you baby
Uh, I feel it I got to have you baby
I got to have you baby
Uh, I feel it I got to have you baby


i love this song!!!
it's from the soundtrack of the movie STEP UP!(:

{ i was alone out there } 8:41 AM


Tuesday, December 05, 2006
>>>

saturday:
drama production "LET GO OF ME"!
it's so nice lah.and touching.
all those who didnt go...so sad.
cause i was ushering!so fun!but tiring too.

sunday:
there was cell party at easb for all sec1s!
so fun!took nice photos with gab!
back to church for service.
subway for lunch.
with many many people like 10 over.
and jan kept asking many questions while eating.
then to wheelock place.
then took cab to sam's house.

today:
supposed to meet jan,sam and sharon at jurong east at 10am.
i woke up LATE!
and so i reached at 12.30pm.
REALLY SORRY!!!
then hoho and joshua toh was there too.
so we went bowling instead cause the prices raised.
and hoho made us walk through the muddy grass!
so digusting lah.
then to sam's house AGAIN.

{ i was alone out there } 3:27 PM


Friday, December 01, 2006
>>> A PICTURE TELLS A THOUSAND WORDS






































okay that's all for the pics!!:D








{ i was alone out there } 6:01 PM

>>>

went to SENTOSA today!!!
with pri sch friends,amelia,clara and tianyuan.
havent seen them in a long time but i'm still taller!
haha.okok.
took the luge ride/chair-lift thing.
so fun!we were racing down!
subway for lunch.
then to the BEACH!
so hot and sunny!
but luckily it wasnt raining!
then we sat down on the sand and chat.
just like all girls would do.haha.

ohoh!my parent's wedding anniversary today!
i gave them a surprise by buying them a cake and sparkling wine!
not real wine lah.haha.i didnt have money.
my two ELDER bros didnt even get them anything.
so heartless right?haha.
then we went to a restaurant for dinner to celebrate!(:

{ i was alone out there } 1:17 AM

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